I have felt different love. I have felt this love.

So much care and affection from you. All the help and support I could have ever needed, you did it without me asking. You fed me with your hands of love and told me not to be shy when eating with you. You taught me how to love you. And I learned so fast that I began to love you more than you ever did for me.

I didn’t tell you how to love me. I didn’t teach you how to love me. You didn’t know how to love me, but you knew how to hurt me. To love me is to love me and hurt me a little when you want to, but to not love me is to hurt me to a place of no recovery. Your silence worried me. Your disappearance injured me. I have felt this love, never again!
 
I have felt different love. I have felt this love. A faraway love. A glance at you and I’m like “damn!!👇

…”. I long for every opportunity we get to be in the same space, to talk and walk at the same pace, but I’m just too scared to let you know how I feel. I’m scared I might get shenked, so I’d rather love from afar. I have felt this love, but not again until I’m sure it can become reality.
 
I have felt different love. I have felt this love. It was all calls, little texts, and more calls from you. I wasn’t a fan of calls, but you taught me to love them. The love booming felt choking, but you said that’s the only way you could express your love. Then you left without a word. When you came back, I accepted you but left you. All for you to come back and leave again, all in the name of revenge.
Your pettiness worries me for you. Your foolishness worries me for you. I have felt this love, never again!
 
I have felt different love. I have felt this love. Shared love. You had a babe, but you still showered me with compliments every day. With your shades on, I could still feel your stares at me. You told me how nice my legs are and how you wish you had met me first. How would you come with your babe and pretend to ask for something, then start a conversation, just for you to get close to me? 🌚. I don’t know if you were scared that your babe was going to find out, but I have felt this love; maybe I don’t mind next time.

I have felt different love. I have felt this love. Peaceful and beautiful. Your smile that lights up when you see me and your cute eyes when you stare. The pecks on my forehead and cheeks. Your hands are on my thighs and my waist. Your assuring words and warm hugs to calm me, your hands locked in mine to save me.
All I want is to be with you. All you want is for me to be with you. I have felt this love, and I am still feeling this love!